Where is Winston Headed?

It definitely seems that Winston is heading for rebellion. Whereas he used to be so cautious about his public disobedience of the Party, he seems to be coming more and more careless. He recounts of a time he had sex with a prostitute, saying that he was fearful a Party member would be waiting for him when he left. Now, he is far less cautious. This is shown through his public conversation with the old man in the bar, when Winston asks if life has actually improved since the Revolution. When the man presents Winston with random tidbits of information, Winston asks again. This is a very risky conversation, sure to be punishable by the Party. However, Winston’s desire for knowledge is slowly overriding his common sense and fear of the Party.

            Winston is also craving a sexual relationship. He talks about his brief marriage with Katharine, saying that he was unhappy because she was timid about having sex. After the couple realized that they could not have children, they separated. Winston has also engaged in sex with prostitutes. He remembers a prostitute who was old and ugly, yet he had sex with her anyway. Winston believes that the Party banned sex to eliminate happiness. Winston thinks that his happiness will be restored when he reengages in sexual activity. This belief makes me predict that Winston will find a partner in the near future.

            The desires for sex and to break free of the Party may collide in the idea of renting a room about the antique shop. Winston was thrilled to learn that the room did not have a telescreen, meaning he had a whole room to do whatever he wants. Even though he has a small space in his own apartment, there is not enough room for more than one person, and he cannot make any noise. This room may be Winston’s beginning to a definite personal revolt against the Party.